swerin: dude, I need to talk to you.
swerin: about luna.
Jack Q: I don't want to talk about her.
swerin: then just listen to me
swerin: this could be important
swerin: and by could be i mean it probably is
swerin: listen. i was going back through some of your old blog posts and i found the one where you linked to luna's blog, and, well
swerin: that's not her real blog in that link
Jack Q: What are you talking about?
swerin: lunacatblog dot wordpress
swerin: its not lunas real blog
Jack Q: Of course it's her "real blog", you're not making any sense.
Jack Q: Since when is there such a thing as a fake blog?
swerin: oh youd be surprised pal
swerin: it looks like she set this blog up as a sideblog so she could trick her parents into thinking it was her real one
swerin: and also so she could trick you apparently.
Jack Q: Erin, I really don't want to talk about Luna anymore.
Jack Q: Can we please talk about something else?
Jack Q: Anything else?
swerin: no let me finish. this might be important
swerin: if you go to the most recent post
swerin: the one with the lolcat pic captioned "i have seen the end" or something like that?
swerin: look at the comments
swerin: she commented on her own blog apparently to test the comments function
swerin: if you click on her username it takes u to her real blog
swerin: http://itsjustluna.wordpress.com/
swerin: are you reading it?
Jack Q: I don't want to. I don't want to have to think about Luna any more than I already do, Erin, could you please respect that?
swerin: what if i told u that some things are more important than your personal comfort level
swerin: for example that your former "friend" thinks her imaginary friends are the ghosts of real people
swerin: and that she hallucinates things
swerin: look at the post where she says she heard voices telling her terrible things and that her other ghost friend wouldnt protect her
swerin: thats crazy people talk
swerin: i think you need to get back in contact with luna's 'rents
swerin: show them her blog
swerin: so they can get her help
Jack Q: Erin, I am serious. I want no further involvement in this situation. I've done enough.
swerin: no you havent this is your chance to fix some of what you broke
swerin: you can get help for luna
swerin: come on man it aint so bad as you're making it out to be
Jack Q: It's every bit as bad as that.
Jack Q: I don't want to get reinvolved. It would be too painful to me to do so.
swerin: oh my shitting christ are you serious
swerin: i just told u a little girl needs psychiatric help and you wont help her get it because it'd be "too painful to you"
swerin: newsflash kid
swerin: NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU
swerin: you know that attitude is what wrecked everything to begin with
swerin: you valued personal gain (money/companionship) over someone elses right to not be lied to and taken advantage of
swerin: and you never listened to me because everything in your world is all "jack knows best"
swerin: and now all you're gonna do is whine and wallow in your own tears until someone rescues you from it
swerin: well im telling u what that someone aint gonna be me
swerin: talk to me when you have the guts to actually solve a problem on your own
swerin: i'm out
Jack Q: You can't be serious.
Jack Q: Erin, wait!
Jack Q: You're the only friend I've got. I'll try to listen to you more in the future, just please don't abandon me...
swerin: jack let's be honest
swerin: your friendship with me isn't too different from what u had w/luna
swerin: sure you knew i was asked to be your buddy
swerin: but the end result is the same
swerin: its not a friendship that happened naturally
swerin: theres no give and take here
swerin: you come to me when you want my help but when do we ever talk outside of that?
swerin: im not losing anything by not being friends with you the way you act right now
swerin: and you're not losing anything either because you don't realize it yet but the kind of friendship we have right now isn't worth shit
swerin: you're not a bad person jack im not saying that
swerin: but you need to learn to solve your own problems
swerin: until then i don't think we can be pals
Jack Q: Erin, please... you're all I've got...
swerin: jack
swerin: if you put yourself out there a little more
swerin: if you'd just have the guts to do that
swerin: you could be a great person
swerin: and you could do so much more and have so much more than you do right now
swerin: until you learn to have more courage and determination and ambition you're not gonna amount to much
swerin: thats the simple truth of it
swerin: i dont really have a grand final note to end this conversation on so im just gonna log off
swerin: so long jack
swerin: i wish you all the best of luck
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