Sometimes I think I ought to just quit my job. Stop accepting payment. Come clean with Luna. Maybe she wouldn't want me to be friends with her after that, and I wouldn't blame her. Maybe she would forgive me. I don't know.

In the end, though, I don't think I have the courage to do that.

I would talk to Dad about this, except that he's one of the people who talked me into taking this job in the first place. How can I trust him to give me good advice on this?

I can't talk to anybody but Erin, and she hasn't been online at all since Saturday night. Her Skype status says she's too busy with college right now and doesn't want to be disturbed.

I feel so lonely...