Is She Promised To The Night

[9/2/12 5:14:19 PM] swerin: (clears throat) okay im giving u permission to post this and any future chatlogs which pertain to luna unless i tell u u can't
[9/2/12 5:14:28 PM] swerin: so b4 we get onto the more important question of whether or not u liked the lorax i need to ask you something
[9/2/12 5:14:40 PM] swerin: u had that one post where u talked about luna being like two different people depending on the time of day? where like she's all weird at night and gets mad at u over stupid things and acts anxious
[9/2/12 5:14:56 PM] swerin: how often does she act like that? bc it sounds like she hasn't done that for the past two days at least
[9/2/12 5:15:11 PM] swerin: also could you give some more specific examples?
[9/2/12 5:15:18 PM] swerin: i dont mean over skype necessarily u can do a blog post about it

So after receiving this series of messages from Erin, I felt I had to go into a little more depth with what I mean by Luna acting strangely at night.

I think it's because she has anxieties related to falling asleep; she gets nervous, and that makes her quicker to anger. The times she's gotten mad at me are usually because I'm late getting online so we can talk, or something like that. I always apologize, after which she generally apologizes too for yelling at me. Then I have to comfort her because she feels bad about getting mad at me and I have to reassure her that she's not a bad friend and she didn't hurt my feelings. (Which is true, mostly.)

Sometimes she talks about her imaginary friends, particularly one of them (Gwyn, I'm pretty sure is her name), as if they're real. She's only done that a couple times but it kind of creeps me out.

The other day she said something to me like "I wish I could just be done with all of this". I asked her what she meant, and she said "You know what I mean". I dropped it because I didn't want to admit that I didn't know what she was talking about.